Dear blog

I just realize that I haven't update u for like centuries #feels like centuries :x . Guess its time for some lil updates around here. And this will be my first post for 2013. :)

Well, lemme reflect and start thinking about the past. Hmm... *thinking in process* ... *why dun I just skip on what I did for the start of this year? Yea, that would be a good idea*

Year 2013, begins with a match of snow fight. Where I throw u in the snow and make sure u r all covered up with these pretty white sugar icy coating. Sounds fun. Yay. Yet, we are all shivering after that. It's freezing cold with temperature of negative ... ( should be around -10 or lower ), and fireworks are all around the park. That memory seems to stay in my mind cz non of us are not coated with snow, team work of getting down the targeted person, and of all, my favorite is still watching the fireworks. <3 that so much. Hehe.

As time goes on, its exam period. Uh oh... "It's ok, I'm a free lady babe. I'm done with my forth year first sem. Oh ya!" That was after exam. Before exam; "oh no, I can't finish all the topics. What shall I do? Hygiene, will I fail and repeat the exam? What if I'm the first to fail this subject? What's gonna happen to me? What if I can't go travel because of this? Oh my, that's really bad"... All the anxious and negative thoughts rushing in like a flow of steam in Volga river... Finished.

Started my first trip to Europe. First destination, Paris. Bonjour paris. Woohoo. I was so excited till... Oh man, Paris was covered with snow n all the splashy melting snow. Eww, my shoes n socks were socking wet. And it rains. Omg. Yet, it never stops us from going around Paris even though the weather when we were there, seriously were bad, very bad, for a tourist. Finally, I get to take pictures with Eiffel Tower, louvre ( to see the Mona Lisa painting, actually ), etc. and also all sight seeing in Paris, except Versailles due to the bad weather. Sigh. Looking on the bright side, probably this means I'll be going to Paris again? It's an uncertainty. Despite of the bad weather, which I dun really enjoyed it, Paris is really, truly, very beautiful. Love paris so much. <3<3

Second stop, Spain. Hola Espanol. Starting point, Barcelona. Checked in a very cool hostel. Which is so comfy to stay in and the location of it is so so so good. A few second walk, there's Starbucks, a few minutes walk there's shopping heaven and also food heaven. Aww... Thinking about it just make me feel so happy. Certainly my purse wasn't happy about it. As it loses its wealthyness. Then I went to Valencia, Toledo, Segovia, and Madrid. Oh my, I tried some famous dishes in Spain such as roast suckling pork in Segovia, tortilla in Valencia *can get tortilla very where in Spain*, paella in any corner of Spain. There r simply all very delicious. And shopping. Omg. This is heaven man. Zara, breshka, pull and bear and all the Spanish brand u can named. SALES!!! For like very very very REASONABLE... Sigh, kinda regret not buying much. But, as a mommy and daddy lil princess, I'm saving their money :x

My third stop. Portugal, Lisbon. What m I doing here? Well, I'm here to tried the famous Portuguese egg tart. Yum yum. It really taste nice. :) it just add a smile to my face. All I need is just a bite. Well, as much as I can remember, it looks like mini San Francisco. We went to the outskirts of Lisbon, and guess what, the scenery is so so so beautiful. Especially cabo da roca. I love the view of the ocean so much. And I finally get to see a light house. A real one. Haha. Sounds silly. Especially during sunset, this place is really a must visit.....

It all becomes a memory to me now... As class started... T. T but, I m happy, so happy after all these. Makes me feel lots and much more positive. Guess travel changes one's mind. It's a bliss. :)

来不及说我爱你

I'm so loving this drama. I wouldn't have realize it's existence if my friend haven't told me due to some random talk about language in one beautiful evening. Lol
Anyway, back to the topic. This story is about a girl Yin Jing Wan, who was on her way home and saved a guy Murong Feng from being killed. But upon her return to marry her fiancé, Xu Jian Zhang was accused and thrown to jail. Yin Jing Wan then travels all the way to Cheng Zhou to asks Murong Feng, the son of Cheng Zhou's warlord, to free her fiancé Xu Jian Zhang after he's thrown into jail following a botched fire arms exchange. Feng initially rejects her plea, but ends up falling in love with her. Jing Wan too develops intense feelings for Feng, but tries to suppress them due to fear of being sucked into this dark, yet sweet vortex. However, on the day of her wedding to Jian Zhang, Jing Wan travels far and wide to be by Feng's side after hearing that Cheng Zhou is in grave danger. Unfortunately, Feng is forced to marry Cheng Jin Zhi, the daughter of a powerful general, in order to get her father's backing on the military front. Driven by the humiliation of losing Jing Wan, Jian Zhang is consumed by hatred and vows to destroy Feng at any cost, even if it means conspiring with Japanese invaders.
Well, it's very touching to see how far both of them went through all obstacles to be together. The love and hatred thats in between that made this story so interesting and it just can't stop me from watching it.
How can I miss out this 2010 production which is so so full of emotions? Lol. I'm not a fan of Wallace Chung or Lee Xiao Ran, but both of them seriously rocks this drama, so does the others actor n actress that are in it.
(P.s I copied paste the synopsis. Lol.)

And this is the synopsis which I copied from baidu. 乌池女子尹静琬（李小冉饰演）掩护一名陌生的年轻男子躲过了一场严密的搜查，后来才意外的发现，这名男子竟然是承军主帅慕容沣（钟汉良饰演）。静琬回到家中，和恋人许建璋平静快乐的恋爱着，但是不久，却传来了建璋在承军地界被捕入狱的噩耗。静琬只身前往承州，恳求慕容沣释放建璋……

承州。当静琬面对慕容沣说出了此行的请求时，却遭到了他断然的拒绝。但是静琬的出现，却令慕容沣心生一计…… 在静琬的协助下，慕容沣平定了一场叛乱，然而，静琬也因此在乱枪中受伤…… 慕容沣在和静琬的朝夕相处中爱上了静琬，可是静琬却太害怕被这黑暗而甜蜜的力量吞没了，她狠下心来说，她并不爱他。 静琬回到了自己的生活中，和建璋的婚期临近了。成婚当日，传来了承军战事节节失利，承州岌岌可危的消息。当建璋前来迎亲的时候，尹家的新娘却突然消失了。

静琬穿越千难万险，来到了慕容沣的身边。她的出现让慕容沣恢复了勇气，迅速扭转了战局。蒙受夺妻之辱的建璋在仇恨中改变了，他要整垮慕容沣，报仇雪恨……他阴谋促使承军腹背受敌，令慕容沣陷入困境……

一直以来，程司令的千金程谨之，深深爱慕着慕容沣。她来到慕容沣面前，向他提出程家愿意倾其全力帮助承军，条件只是，慕容家和程家联姻。慕容沣动摇了……然而此时，静琬却已经有了他的孩子……静琬不能接受这样的侮辱，她逃离了慕容沣，然而却在风雪奔波之中流产了……慕容沣明白，他就这样永远的失去了她……

静琬回到乌池，跪求父母的原谅，一片淳淳的孝心终于得到了家人的谅解。她加入了红十字会，救治伤员，运输医疗物资，成为了一名进步的新女性，过上了全新的生活。日本侵华战争打响，许建璋投靠了日本人成为了大汉奸。他集结手里的兵权，与日本人的兵力遥相呼应，对慕容沣形成包围之势，只要他一旦宣战，就势必面临沦陷…… 慕容沣难以逃脱升天，陷入了痛苦的心理挣扎…… 而此刻的静琬，却在爱国志士们的鼓励下，赶赴承州，说服慕容沣抗日救国。

慕容沣和静琬重逢了……静琬劝说他，抛弃过去的小情小爱，胸怀天下，做一个保家卫国的英雄。慕容沣的爱国之心被唤醒了，他决定对日宣战，誓死保卫国土。而二人终于倾吐了那积攒多年的爱恋，遂决定结婚，相扶相持，共赴国难。

但即便如此，历经磨难的二人仍被战争冲散，慕容沣在战争中负伤，静婉却得到了一个错误的消息——沛林战死，伤心之中，她恍惚看到慕容沣，他希望静婉好好活下去···

七年过去了，静婉办了一个孤儿院，收养了许多战争孤儿，一次看电影时，电影中一个工人的侧面像极了沛林，静婉遂决定寻找沛林，在一个偏远农村，静婉终于见到了她朝夕暮想的沛林，但此时慕容沣已经失忆···看着心爱的沛林虽然失忆，但却无忧无虑的生活着，静婉放心但却黯然离去，金表无意中悄悄滑落，被沛林拾起，当他看到金表的霎那，那些甜蜜的过去，那些伤心的过去，缘分天定的二人终会记起过去，留住对方，牵手走过人生 。

上天保佑了这对男女，纵使历尽千辛，但仍可以执子之手，与子偕老。人生，哪能这么容易就断了呢？那株天丽，那株记载着他们回忆的天丽，终于在二人重逢时，绚烂绽放······

他们，终来得及说我爱你···

Prison of my own

Hmm, getting over it? Not really. It takes time. Holding on something impossible is very very unreal. I dunno why I do it, but I just did. Each and everyday saying I can let go, somehow, it's just another way of telling myself I can do it, because everytime when I think of it, my tears drops. That's why, I need to stay focus on what's going on around me. Getting over it is a lie. But telling the truth just makes it harder. I'm not sure what I want myself, yet I just want u to be happy always. Well, guess things will be different if I haven't met u. Probably I wouldn't give u that big impact in your life but u gave mine a blast. I keep wondering, telling my close friends what I feel, the answer is always the same from them, and I clearly know it myself. That is to let go of it. Theres nothing much I hope, I just hope that I wouldn't lose u as a friend. When-o-when I will let myself free firm this?

Dear Spring

Dear spring,
When will u be here? I miss your beautiful weather brought by the sunny sun, sweet fragrance brought by the windy wind, and the cheerful atmosphere brought by your happy presents.
How I miss u, and hope u are here with me to stay. With u around, everything seems to be beautiful, because u set a smile on everyone's face. =)

CNY 2012

It's Chinese new year. Yay. Finally. I'm celebrating this with my family after two years celebrating new year without them. I'm so lucky to have come back. :) I miss mom's food, I mean the one she only cooks during new year, the atmosphere of fire works, the crowd, n everything about Chinese new year here in Malaysia. I'm so contend. Happy Chinese new year everyone. Hahahahaha. May the year of dragon brings joy and laughter to ya all. :)

New year...

It's the end of the year. All the statuses in Facebook and tweets in tweeter is about new year. Another end. Another new beginning. Now now what have you archive this year? Well, in my case, I finished my microbiology exam before new year, I m going back home for new year, I try harder to fulfill what I promised, I ... Dunno.. Can't really remember. Hahahahaha.. Too many happy n sad stuff happened this year. To put in conclusion, I'm glad that every moments that I've been through had gimme memories that are unforgettable n beautiful too. :) happy new year...

Moving to a better place

It's time to move. I've been wondering around the same point for these years. It's time to move. I dunno how would it be, and how things are, but life is a journey to explore what's happening. :)