My goodness....???? =.=

Hmm, i finally gt top ten in my class... yea me yea me ....!!! whuuhu.... oh yes, i cant blif it.... but its nothing to be happy abt cz its already the past... now i shud look FORWARD... to the FUTURE... and thus i shall not looked back to the past.......
Today, we have p.moral paper... its a subject tat .... u noe, u ll pull all ur hair ( those taking this subject shud noe wat i mean... hehe... if for u is not like tat, then its me only...=.= )... Besides history, moral is the subject tat i m worried too.... but now, its okie for me cz i have just finish it...tata moral, and hello to the other subject... cz i hvnt finish my examination...
I got to thank lingchien for reminding me to come to school before 7 or else i ll be late for the exam... thank goodness... thanks ya lingchie..hehe...yes yes yes.... finish moral and tonite i ll be going to watch a movie... with my free ticket .... muahaha... (sounds like i never watch a movie before =.=)....
Oh one thing i almost forgot, today, yienhua gone crazy again... she was like praying for so many god in different religion... tat makes me remind of something, the mummy( the 1st )....hahaha.... so funny... but yet, she said tat i m babyish and even sang a song 4 me tat goes like this :lulalalulalalulalulalulalulalula..... haiz, she is more babyish thn i m... hahaha...singing such a song... Xp ......
Ops, i think tats all from me, i cant think of wat to write rite in this moment... hahaha....

MixTUr3 E

What a relief after i history paper... since its a tough subject for me, sometimes i was thinking of giving up but i din have the courage to do so... especially wen i think of my parents, the reason i m in this world and after all this years i ve been to school and yet i gt nothing... by thinking of these, its enough for me to have the determination to stand for so long ... just because i dont want my school life to be for nothing... i mean in academic... nt a fail in my gred... hahaha...
Somehow i felt very exhausted recently... its not tat i burnt midinite oil or i overcome any problems... i din noe y i felt very sleepy...haizzz... TIRED... i m sick of this kind of feeling... though i like sleeping... hehehe...
Hmm, by the word problem, i suddenly think of the last relationship i m in..... it was i think a year already since we broke... haiz, tat was my first relationship tat i dunnoe how to describe... joy and pain and... etc... First i tot tat its going to last forever like the drama series in television...( watch too much korea movie)... without knowing tat nothing is perfect... we quarrrel, argue all the time and sometimes i was so tired abt it... but i tot its my problem the first time... thn i realise the problem does not lies all on me cz he gt jelous easily too... especially wen i talked with other guy... i mean why cant i??? since he can???? why i cant... its a bit weird ... sometimes maybe i was too serious abt things or and maybe i m not willing to to anything in this relationship maybe i was too self-centred... i think of myself first... Ya , that is my mistake... So i tried to change to fit in with him but somehow i fail to do so... the 2 year wen we were 2gather, the same thinng happen~~> we broke up every year and be togather again... but last year wen he said tat this relationship is over... i was vry sad at first cz y do we hv to been through this again??? But thn, i felt very relax and its a relief... cz i m relli tired of it, we cant work out like this... although everyone said tat we ll be 2gather again, somehow i dun fell like tat ... this time its for real and i dun wnt to gt involve in this hard to manage relationship tat we cant forgv and share well which lead to many miscomunication.... i m so exhausted...
Maybe he is still nt my Mr. Right, so tats y it does not work out... but, this relatonship somehow gave me a phobia... i m afraid tat my next relationship is ...XXXX....ahhhh... unless someone lead me out of this... though i like to daydreaming abt a prince , i m still afraid
。。。。初戀可以很美好同時也可以很可怕。。。。 I kind of like wat singnee said to me, "最美好的不是初戀而是能夠陪你走到永遠的那位," this is wat she told me ... thanks ....
Gosh, why m i writing this ... nevermind... i think tats wat i want to express....=.=

$iX liN3s

Yesterday was indeed a fun nite in jeffrey's house since he was helding his bday party. Nothing much to say abt the party but somehow we took many photos together. It was indeed a fun nite.
Pictures, pictures and lots of pictures ............................................................................. i ll stop here... =.= +.+......... the end....

DiNninG

Well, well, well... today its the nite where our prefects are having dinner together. Though i gt to admit it, it was indeed a fun nite for me... coz i took many pictures with my friends. Why i said tat it was fun... due to some reason and some event...=.=...
Actually i was sitting in the same table with nguchoo, leetze, anneyii + etc. ten person in a table.
We all were actually shy + blush blush to go on stage to perform... and do u noe wat i did...
the top three, i finally trick them and they fell into my trick... muahaha... its just actually a question tat my teacher in the tuition ask us to solve... so i ask them... hehe none of them were rite... except nguchoo... she is relli smart u noe... luckily she din guess it rite... or else no fun at all.. ^u^ ....
We were eating, chit-chatting, and the sound of laughter was heard in the whole room... yea... But i cant belif our principal sings well and everyone enjoy it ... the sad thing was... i din manage to gt the lucky draw present... haiz... nvrmd its ok... bt the one thing i did was.... singing in front of the audiences... the song i sang ... xing bu liao qing .... with chiying... i hope i din hurt anyone ears cz i m nt good at singing... hehe =.= wat to do none of the chinese sing, so both of us represnt them... lol...
I dun noe how to describe the 'suasana' ... but i kinda enjoy it.... hehe ... fun indeed... ^u^... well, i ll stop here... too tired to continue....Zzzzzzz...

MixTurE 2?????!

Its almost end of the year, just a few month... start from SPM, then bye bye to form 5 and hello new year, which is a particular year that everyone of us will be studying different things... hehehe... Yea, quite sad actually.... wait wait wait ... i ll leaves these sentences that i should be saying after SPM... hahaha XD...

Well, i think all i want to say now is i relli do agree what everyone told me in this holiday... that is the mindset that is very important... like what my teacher said, never to have negative thinking... that is why it leads to many problem like people gone crazy or what ever that is related to it... tata.. so never think negatively, but think positively... though its quite hard to control ur emotion wen something goes wrong or things happen nt the way we want it. Its actually ok if we think it positively like never let the negative that it ll affect our mood for the whole day or we can even keep asking question our self until we cant ans our own question... this is the turning point where we actually gt the ans for not being in that moody mood... hehehe... that is why i m always like happy go lucky i think... ( i m sure i m that type of person, unless i m nt.... m i??? but i can tell u tat i m coz i think so and that makes me i m... hahaha =.= )

So do remember, never let ur inner negative self control over u because the inner positve of urs is the helper and cure of ur life think and think why others treat u the way that u think is not pleasant or whether that is his or her way of communication or there must be another reason why because everything happen for a reason and life is not as smooths as we think... but is how we face and solve our problem the rite way... problem + solution = problem slove.... that is y my friend we can live happily.... muahahaha.... * faint.....

I dont noe why i wrote this but i think maybe i want to share it with all of u... lol... feels like i m lecturing someone when i wrote it .... hahaha.... maybe too bored, and wanted to express something... ( mainly because none of my friends is online now.... @~@, but postive thinking... i finally post a blog... XD)

August ... HOLIDAY....

Hahaha, its holiday this week and i seem to have relli enjoy it because.... tatata... i get to know some new friends... hehehe which i usually seldom have such an opportunity... =.= though still nt tat close, i m still quite happy abt it cz at least i know new people... at least... hahaha
My holidday begin with going out with my friends to ... KUCHING FEST... the food paradise ( i think ) oh yes, i went there... but i just ate sausages and the fried ice-cream... nthg all... however, i did gt the chance to go to the restaurant nearby... dung guan xi guan... thats what the name i heard from my friend ^u^... coz i din remember it... XD... that nite was like ... whoa, its been a while since we (singni, lingchien, yienhua, me) + our grandpa, sharon, ahkiong, junsiang, and yienyien din went out together... hehehe... and junsiang's sis is in too (still din gt to know her,cz i just went out wif her the first time ).... hahaha...
The next day, we went to swimming... unfortunately yienhua + yienyien din join us... so its the process of growing XD thats the 3 of us.... singni, lingchien, and me... playing in the pool without any direction and point ... =.= but having lots of fun...^u^... and here is wen we meet our new friend... hehehe... cz first we tot that he was 13,14, or maybe 15 years old... that is why we went to ask his age and its when our conversation started, and it turns out tat his age is older than we tot ( we hv been trick my his looks XD)... hahaha... quite funny i think... =.= later, we went to boulevard... the 3 of us by calling our dear grandpa (khaiti) to fetch us... i wud like to thank him cz if it wasnt for him.... we ll nvr make it thr.... hahaha thanks grandpa... ^u^...
However, i had a serious problem after that swim ( for me ), cz i m 'n' sunburn..... and now, i ad to apply more lotion to my skin for moisterise in order to restore its appearance... unfortunately... my skin started to like ... uhh.... i can peel it off and its quite painful.... i relli hope to stay at home and not going out .... Sadly i cant... because i had to attend a seminar which my mum asked me to join .... actually at that moment i dun feel like going... bt wat to do... its mum request and i m such a good daughter... hahaha... how obidient i m.... ^u^ so i went there....
Quite fun... i mean the seminar cz i know more friends.... i gt to play many games though there was a game and our team lose to the little kids.... hiaz ... nvrmind.... cz the more we explain the more excuses we made ( our team :" we just gt the leftover, we dun play with little kids game... ") .... hahahaha... its actually a fun game .... though i gt to admit tat wen i first went there, i tot that we all cnt mix together cz all of us dunno each other... in fact, i was wrong and most of us get along although still not tat close bt its ok...^u^
Ahh... now i still worry abt my sunburn's skin... its painful and can even be peel off ... oh my gosh... relli ... i dun noe wat to say.... wwwwwwww......feel like want to buy all the lotion in town and apply it all on my skin.... *sob sob* ....

MiXtuR3 1??!!

终于考完了这次的考试.我太开心了... 但是开学后...又得重复同佯的事情... 考试... 唉...我的天呀... 真是把我累垮了... 不过无所谓... 因为这是我中学生涯的最后一年了... 想回到过去... 好难哦... ^_^ 毕竟那是一项不可能的任务... 哈哈... 除非我是...呵呵呵... 超级无敌,神通旷大..... u wun want to heard the rest of my story...
oh yes... the fun time have just begin.... i ll be enjoying for the whole holiday i think... as u see...
all work no play makes karen a dull girl... though i m already dull... but at least not too dull or else... i ll be like a "zombie"... oh.... i wun want it to happen...
hmm... today its really weird, our school ... lion dance performance... my gosh... like what singni said... " our principal finally remember that he is a chinese ", hahaha... i like what she said... i cant wait till tomorow... its like i finally can go out with my friends to the kuching fest... after all this week that i have been staying in and not going out for the moment of joyness... if mum read this line, i ll surely be like in the counsel conference... OHH... i ll miss the sun, air, music, and everthing outside the room... my FREEDOM... haha... mum wun be that cruel... (sorry mum.. ^u^ )
oh... by the way, i think the weather recently is very weird and nasty too...
its either too hot or cold ... aish... i mean ppl will get sick easily... i relli cant stand with the situation... but wat else i can do... just can sit there and watch it happening without contributing any help.... .... likewise... ..... .... ... ... ... ... ... i think i ll stop here ... (* to be continued)