It's Chinese new year. Yay. Finally. I'm celebrating this with my family after two years celebrating new year without them. I'm so lucky to have come back. :) I miss mom's food, I mean the one she only cooks during new year, the atmosphere of fire works, the crowd, n everything about Chinese new year here in Malaysia. I'm so contend. Happy Chinese new year everyone. Hahahahaha. May the year of dragon brings joy and laughter to ya all. :)
It's the end of the year. All the statuses in Facebook and tweets in tweeter is about new year. Another end. Another new beginning. Now now what have you archive this year? Well, in my case, I finished my microbiology exam before new year, I m going back home for new year, I try harder to fulfill what I promised, I ... Dunno.. Can't really remember. Hahahahaha.. Too many happy n sad stuff happened this year. To put in conclusion, I'm glad that every moments that I've been through had gimme memories that are unforgettable n beautiful too. :) happy new year...
It's time to move. I've been wondering around the same point for these years. It's time to move. I dunno how would it be, and how things are, but life is a journey to explore what's happening. :)
It's funny sometimes when u r so happy sending postcards n letters to a friend n hoping them to receive it. And yet, after that u found out the person is moving out from the place. Irony. But this just shows that how funny fate is. It's ok, maybe things are meant to be that way, yet I cant help myself from feeling the disappointment that I m having now.
I feel like laughing out loud and at the same time crying out loud too. "No big-ie Karen, its just a funny way of life."
BUT why, why m I still holding on the most ridiculous feeling of mine?? Why m I so stubborn? Why can't I just of it casually? Why and what on earth is going wrong with me? My head keeps telling me, "it's not a big deal dear, u are perfectly fine and it wouldn't hurt to let it go." and there I was, believing I can. But my heart keeps giving me the sign of aching. It's very easy when the heart listens to the head.
Ok, now now. I need distractions. Study. Study. Study. For my clinical medicine. It will be better from time to time. The head with the lil genius in it will find a solution to paralyze the stupid heart. Lol.
Another day waiting for our dear surgeon to come n pick us up for class., but they are very busy... So we Waited n wait.. Wait wait wait.. That's where our patients grow... Hahahaha...just sit there and WAIT !!!!! What a relaxing cycle we have... N subject too... Hahaha
I really had a nice sushi dinner though it's very tiring making all the sushi after coming back from the gym.. But the result... It's splendid.. Haha..
