This is a holiday that i have been expecting, and i m willing to enjoy it to the maximum. Though i m kinda regretting not studying at all to catch up all the things that i am left behind, hey, there will always be a solution for it. Hehe, another excuses. *should stop it*
There are few things happen in this holiday, and it really brings up all the sadness in me. I cant seem to get though it, but i will try, because i won't let myself to stay in this sad mode when i can find happiness around me. And to be very honest, i really don't like people seeing me crying, so that is why, i love to find different ways to get rid of this situation. Well, guess the worst time that i have cry this year for nearly an hour till the whole auditorium of people was looking at me is when i really cant control it anymore. And thank goodness there is only a few of my friends were there, instead of the whole bunch of them. Haha.. because i m trying to be tough here.... hehe, and i know that there are ppl out there, who are in a more worst situation than i do.. so, i shouldn't be crying instead.
While i was reading through my brother's blog, well, i kinda like a few line of his, which i dunno where he got it, but i like it....
"if one can find hope in despair is a hope worth holding onto, if one is to find light in the darkness of reality it is worth for one to cheerish."
"The Thought is That people who can Fake A tear is quite manipulative,And try to forced yourself to smile isnt good for yourslef cause it shows that ur hidding things inside you,and it will keep on pilling up until one day it came apart."
"Things arent suppose to be what you think because It Is not bound to you but itself."
"if anything happens dont try to push the blame onto someone else...because no matter how someone forced you to walk down a path that u're wanting to try or not, u can blame them because they force you, but just ask urself this, 'whose foot is the one on the path?'"
"我们的眼睛只能看眼前的，不要忘了我们懂得转动"
Haha... guess i really misses my family... and i wonder how are they, even if the technology rite now is very very very very advance... haha =.='''
* love language, quality time and words?? i dunno.. cz i dunno which one is mine, i mean frm the 5 love language.... haha*
