New year...

It's the end of the year. All the statuses in Facebook and tweets in tweeter is about new year. Another end. Another new beginning. Now now what have you archive this year? Well, in my case, I finished my microbiology exam before new year, I m going back home for new year, I try harder to fulfill what I promised, I ... Dunno.. Can't really remember. Hahahahaha.. Too many happy n sad stuff happened this year. To put in conclusion, I'm glad that every moments that I've been through had gimme memories that are unforgettable n beautiful too. :) happy new year...

Moving to a better place

It's time to move. I've been wondering around the same point for these years. It's time to move. I dunno how would it be, and how things are, but life is a journey to explore what's happening. :)

Irony

It's funny sometimes when u r so happy sending postcards n letters to a friend n hoping them to receive it. And yet, after that u found out the person is moving out from the place. Irony. But this just shows that how funny fate is. It's ok, maybe things are meant to be that way, yet I cant help myself from feeling the disappointment that I m having now.
I feel like laughing out loud and at the same time crying out loud too. "No big-ie Karen, its just a funny way of life."
BUT why, why m I still holding on the most ridiculous feeling of mine?? Why m I so stubborn? Why can't I just of it casually? Why and what on earth is going wrong with me? My head keeps telling me, "it's not a big deal dear, u are perfectly fine and it wouldn't hurt to let it go." and there I was, believing I can. But my heart keeps giving me the sign of aching. It's very easy when the heart listens to the head.
Ok, now now. I need distractions. Study. Study. Study. For my clinical medicine. It will be better from time to time. The head with the lil genius in it will find a solution to paralyze the stupid heart. Lol.

Waiting

Another day waiting for our dear surgeon to come n pick us up for class., but they are very busy... So we Waited n wait.. Wait wait wait.. That's where our patients grow... Hahahaha...just sit there and WAIT !!!!! What a relaxing cycle we have... N subject too... Hahaha

Lovely sushi dinner

I really had a nice sushi dinner though it's very tiring making all the sushi after coming back from the gym.. But the result... It's splendid.. Haha..

I miss you.
So much.
But i just dunno how to tell u. And i shouldn't be telling u, for my owns sake. Starting from the moment i fall, i knew that i should get up, because it is a NONO and impossible, that is why i never dare hope and dream about anything, but only trying to stop that feeling of mine.

Have u ever

Have u ever dream of something impossible?
Have u ever dare to hope that the impossible happen?
Have u ever try avoiding someone?
Have u ever try to deceive yourself?
Have u ever thought of wanting more?
Have u ever thought of just up in life?
Have u ever woke up in the middle of the night thinking of what to do tomorrow?
Have u ever thought of going back to the past?
Have u ever wonder and keep wondering in your thoughts??
Most of all, have u ever stop and think about others instead of yourself.