Life is never been easy, it always and never will be easy. But u can make it simple, not complicated, and does not fill with any urge of vengeance. People fight, argue and creates lots of problem when they just can't let it go. When u have a peaceful mind, u know that all this doesn't matter at all, in the end, it does not only hurt u, but it also hurt those who truly care for u. U will never know how much tears has been shed by them, how suffer are they just because of your silly actions.
I will always remember what my aunt told me; stay away from conflicts and gossip, it does not bring u anything but leads u to a direction blindly. I dun understand what she means, but as i was demanding for things and start arguing with my parents when i was in high school, i was filled with anger and i can't think properly. Until one day, when i saw how angry my brother was when he wanted something so badly, and yet my mom said no. He stood up and slam the door of his room which i can hear it from downstairs, and i realize something. I saw how heart broken is my mom's look, and my whole mind is like starting to work. I know, if my brother would listen to her, things might not turn out this way, my mom wouldn't be sad, my brother on the other hand can work out things right, and be more understanding, as there is always an alternative. This argument doesn't bring anything but lead to a route of sadness.
After that, i learn to control myself to never let anger control me, by telling myself, it will only lead me to a blind direction, but not a clear one which i may have a better option and choices for what is happening next. And i try using this concept of mine to apply it in my everyday life, so that i know, things can be simple and nothing bad could happen as i wouldn't involve myself to a problem which i created out of my foolishness. For that, i think i literally understands what my aunt was trying to tell me. If u get yourself involve in a conflict, try to solve it or never involve in it from the very beginning; never gossip as you might get influence and invading others privacy and thus sometimes u tend to think of that person as what is describe from what u heard and begin treating them badly even if u dun even know well about that person, and this, well, blindly leads u to a direction of conflict for no reason as u will stand for something that u dun have any prove but just base on what u heard. That is just plainly blind.
I understand that people have emotions that they can't control, so do i. That's why i always look for someone whom i trust to talk to when things gone so crazy for me. I need a guidance to help me, so that i can think clearly. The bible is a very good guidance, but i know i couldn't be bother reading it as i m really truly awfully a lazy girl. But, i will try to read it, as it really is a book of knowledge to me. =)
I will always remember what my aunt told me; stay away from conflicts and gossip, it does not bring u anything but leads u to a direction blindly. I dun understand what she means, but as i was demanding for things and start arguing with my parents when i was in high school, i was filled with anger and i can't think properly. Until one day, when i saw how angry my brother was when he wanted something so badly, and yet my mom said no. He stood up and slam the door of his room which i can hear it from downstairs, and i realize something. I saw how heart broken is my mom's look, and my whole mind is like starting to work. I know, if my brother would listen to her, things might not turn out this way, my mom wouldn't be sad, my brother on the other hand can work out things right, and be more understanding, as there is always an alternative. This argument doesn't bring anything but lead to a route of sadness.
After that, i learn to control myself to never let anger control me, by telling myself, it will only lead me to a blind direction, but not a clear one which i may have a better option and choices for what is happening next. And i try using this concept of mine to apply it in my everyday life, so that i know, things can be simple and nothing bad could happen as i wouldn't involve myself to a problem which i created out of my foolishness. For that, i think i literally understands what my aunt was trying to tell me. If u get yourself involve in a conflict, try to solve it or never involve in it from the very beginning; never gossip as you might get influence and invading others privacy and thus sometimes u tend to think of that person as what is describe from what u heard and begin treating them badly even if u dun even know well about that person, and this, well, blindly leads u to a direction of conflict for no reason as u will stand for something that u dun have any prove but just base on what u heard. That is just plainly blind.
I understand that people have emotions that they can't control, so do i. That's why i always look for someone whom i trust to talk to when things gone so crazy for me. I need a guidance to help me, so that i can think clearly. The bible is a very good guidance, but i know i couldn't be bother reading it as i m really truly awfully a lazy girl. But, i will try to read it, as it really is a book of knowledge to me. =)
