What is it like ???

Recently i felt like always been left behind my friends. Its because i am always the last one to know the latest news, i mean its the things that happen among us. Just like today, i was shock that i dint even knew it untill they told me .... the point is everyone knows except me and Singni. Its like whoa... we are in the stone age... cant follow the steps of the modern age... haiz... But now i guess its ok like for being like this because this proves something... which is ... shh... a secret...
Well, i think mum was rite. I should focus on my study rite now because its almost SPM. All these small distration, i should left them behind and not to bother about them... Yea, i really must be like not wasting my time on these distration... its actually not a big deal. FOCUS, FOCUS, FOCUS, on what i aim for.... its a big deal... =.= .....

The 4th of August, its exam time. I think i will be busy for the whole exam week because trial exam is coming too. So after this exam, i really need to STUDY, STUDY, STUDY... hope that i wun be a dull girl because.... i dont want to have the tittle of a BOOK WORM or AH BENG or whatever tittle that is .. uhh... i dont even want to think about it......
As my mum's daughter, i hope that i wun diapiont her and my dad too. Furthermore i am still the oldest in my family + i really want to prove to those who look down on me that they are wrong!! Though its hard like they always like to say something which hurt my ears... but i will try to remember every single word that they mention because i am not that useless... but I AM THE BEST... hahaha... if i have succed it... =.= (lame)

Is That So????

Yes, i almost finish my add math project. The project is 90% almost done. The 10% ... no worries... hahaha. About this project, it has cause me lots of problem because as you see, i dont know where to start and how to do... so i use the old method... copy and paste...
but i do edit some of it... u know, cant just copy directly without changing it, i dont want to be the person who will get punish by the teacher for being a copy cat... hahaha.... and i kind of felt sorry to my friend... cz i jus copy their hard work ... but nevermind... what are friends for.. (dont kill me when u guys read this)... =.=

But anyway, thanks to all of you... or else i wont be able to complete this project smoothly. ^u^ . NOw i think i kind of felt like want to eat cheese cake, so i m waiting for my brother' s birthday (hope my mum bought the cheese cake), and his birthday is almost near.... hahaha...
though i dont relli mind that people telling me to have a diet, coz i m quite fat... but what for if i cant eat the things that i like??? so toturing... Unless......^^

Ya, unless my prince appear... hahaha... not logic... cz it only happen in fairy tale. Dint even know why i like to imagine such unlogic things... as in reality, no such thing happen... but nevermind, coz it wun bring any harm... hahaha =.= However, if it do come true.... tata... dream come true... again =.= (cant control myself for day dreaming)

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Project, project,project.... i dont even know wat to do. So where should i start? How am i going to finish it on time.... (sob sob) but i guess i will use the old method... ask... =.=
Now... presentation again... what was the teaching thinking about, just after she scolded the whole class.... Come on SPM is just right the corner and the next 2 month is an exam month... Please... remind her about that... !!!!
I just hope that its over (presentation and project work) as soon as possible... i really dont understand why... uhh... nevermind ... i guess i ll just have to do it.... Idiot!!!!! =.=

A Day to REMEMBER

it was 5th july 2008,
well its nothing special actually,
but memorable...
it was not because its Jiachun's birthday,
yet it was the moment tat we spend there at his party...
That particular day, seems like a good day to remember,
coz, tat moment, the 5science1 ...
whoa, suddenly become like so close (our group with the boys group)
we sang songs together in the bday's boy karaoke room (only 5science1)
and talked, since we seldom talk to each other in class...
cool....

Then , the best part was...
we went to the basketball court since they were first...
coz we were planing to go home, so....
we accompany singni n vincent (sweet couple)
and wait 4 our car there...
unfortunately, Laura went back first...
so ....
left me, Lingchien, and the couple...
This ... was the 1st time i played basketball, since i left primary school...
i am not good at playing the ball...
but to join the fun, hence PLAYED....
the guys ...
there are generous...
" 如果你投得进，我给你一块钱"
" 十块钱一粒" (since i don relli noe how to play...)
thus they say ok!!!
But i still din get any of the $$$ from them...
because... the ball never went into the " basket " !!!!!
= .=

Nevermind...
the fun must go on....
so we played untill 9 something i guess...
then we walked back to Jiachun's house...

Though i reach home almost 10 sumthing (quite late)
we have all the excitment...
its like a reunion o whatever party ,
instead of a Bday party....
whoa... a great puzzle to remember... ^u^

Worry.... @~@

Its almost SPM and i havent really get myself well-prepared yet ....
Oh my gosh...
i was like getting worry about it when my tuition tutor start counting the day left ...
even though i was quite happy today coz we re celebrating Lingchien's birthday...
But when it came to the count down thing...
Ohh... i was really worry sick...
i cant imagine that how fast it was...
it was like yesterdday, when i m still a form 4 student ( who thaught that it was a honey moon year, well i m kind of regreat abt it ... but i cant change the fact... so ... LET IT BE )

The reason i felt very anxious abt it was ...
i kind of dont know some of the subject well ...
n...
i m getting older ( in terms of ages) ...
It means more responsibilities...
somehow i just wish that i never grew up...
but the fact is ....
it's impossible...
so ...
it can only mean tat i must accept the fact ...
Even though i had a chance to get to wish the kind of wish...
i guess i wont even dare to wish 4 it...
its too scary...
like everything against nature...

Another reason....
me and my friends well nt be together like we used to be...
chit-chatting in class...
playing around.... n watever that we have done together...
i mean ... whoa ...
we will be busy with our own stuff ...
as the path that we choose 4 our future is different....
like they always says...
" Things change " ( in the future )
the only left was just a piece by piece memory to be cherish...
that ... would be like playing jiggsaw puzzle....
piece them up one by one ...

So .. i guess its a wise act for me to keep a blog ( hahaha )
to remember these small pieces of puzzle...
each n everytime when thinking or looking at it...
it would be like ...
" my goodness, i cant belive i was like that before"
maybe there will be laughter and joyness...

Oh well...
i should better stop day dreaming abt it
instead....
and FOCUS on the coming SPM....