Worry.... @~@

Its almost SPM and i havent really get myself well-prepared yet ....
Oh my gosh...
i was like getting worry about it when my tuition tutor start counting the day left ...
even though i was quite happy today coz we re celebrating Lingchien's birthday...
But when it came to the count down thing...
Ohh... i was really worry sick...
i cant imagine that how fast it was...
it was like yesterdday, when i m still a form 4 student ( who thaught that it was a honey moon year, well i m kind of regreat abt it ... but i cant change the fact... so ... LET IT BE )

The reason i felt very anxious abt it was ...
i kind of dont know some of the subject well ...
n...
i m getting older ( in terms of ages) ...
It means more responsibilities...
somehow i just wish that i never grew up...
but the fact is ....
it's impossible...
so ...
it can only mean tat i must accept the fact ...
Even though i had a chance to get to wish the kind of wish...
i guess i wont even dare to wish 4 it...
its too scary...
like everything against nature...

Another reason....
me and my friends well nt be together like we used to be...
chit-chatting in class...
playing around.... n watever that we have done together...
i mean ... whoa ...
we will be busy with our own stuff ...
as the path that we choose 4 our future is different....
like they always says...
" Things change " ( in the future )
the only left was just a piece by piece memory to be cherish...
that ... would be like playing jiggsaw puzzle....
piece them up one by one ...

So .. i guess its a wise act for me to keep a blog ( hahaha )
to remember these small pieces of puzzle...
each n everytime when thinking or looking at it...
it would be like ...
" my goodness, i cant belive i was like that before"
maybe there will be laughter and joyness...

Oh well...
i should better stop day dreaming abt it
instead....
and FOCUS on the coming SPM....