Internalllll....

Games of mine, is not fun anymore and i will just stop all the match making that i m playing all these while. I felt the tense and tiredness out of it. Nothing i can do about it, after feeling the guilt that runs within me. Its fun to see ur friends having their own partener and seeing others being together as a couple. But then i m wondering, if that is how couples are being together, then how does love come into that relationship? I have lots of question about this. To be honest, i think i don't really know the meaning of love, i mean i really don't know. How? And why does it happen, and how do u know u are in love? How how how how????? I really got lots of this question running in my head... But, i guess i ll just leave it behind because, i need to priortise my things. What is meant to be will be.

I believe that fate will lead the way. Guess that is the reason why, i dun feel like falling for anyone because there isnt a thing for me to fall for and its just too hard for me to find someone that i am willing to give in everything untill the right person came. Well, i guess i am the kind of person who seems so desprate for it, but deep inside i know that for me to be like the things that i dream of, its impossible. Really impossible. So that is why, it is just a dream, which are meant for sleeping.