~Somewhere out there~

Well, well, well, we are lucky enough to be born in a happy and contented family. However some of us out there is not as lucky as we are. Like for instance, that is what i heard.... he lost both of his parents when he was in primary school. I felt very ... u noe... (^n^) it must be tough for him to go through this eight years. No wonder he is asking and planning for the course that he wanted to study, since this kind of things usually our parents will help us to settle it. But he is not, so first i think that he was just too mature???.... But later when i heard what he told the teacher, i finally noe why... no wonder.... I din noe what to say to him since i m not so close to him and we are like barely talk to each other...=.=
Then i told my mum about this, and she agree with me. However, mum told me that he was actually quite lucky enough since he got himself a car to drive to tuition in this age.... I guess he is quite tough, cz he had been through this tough situation and that makes him more independent than everyone of us and he got to make decision by his own wisely. At our age, he is consider a very, i mean throughly independent guy.... if not who is going to help him, if he is not mature enough to make his own decision wisely; thats what mum told me... yea, i agree with her... He is really one true independent guy. When everyone of us are pampered by our parents, he was holding his tears, learnig to be strong and find a way to make everything right.
Maybe there are still many people like him, but not everyone can face this situation like him. I hope that he will succeed in his life and hope that he can have a happy family in the future since he had suffer in the past. I truly hope that somewhere out there, he will find his happiness.
I noe i m kind of busy body, but i stand to felt sory for him, though its not my business, his story had been in my mind for quite a numerous of days, and i cant think of who i can tell, or how am i gonna tell, or even what for i let my friends noe abt it since they dunnoe him... So i chose to post cz i think its the best way i can speak it out of my mind... i guess i ll be better now, cz i finally speak it out, though somehow i m still not sure whether his story will still be in my mind or not... =.= But, as a friend (though not that close) i really hope that he will have a happy family in the future which he cant have it in the past. So, lets pray for him ^u^

C0uld iT b3 fin@llY?...

Happy are we to finish our trial examination. Coz, we finally can relax for a few days before the hard work tat we shud proceed .... hiphiphuraah... oh yes.... hahahahahaha.... wat a relief... now, its time to wait for our results.... yea, RESULTS.... no doubt its result...=.= cz our teacher had finished marking our examination paper wen we were still having our exam.... i cant wait, yet i m afraid to gt it... cz i hope tat i m not disapointed with my marks tat i have obtain....hope it adeque me... yes... sure hope... cz i dun think i do enough revision during exam...hehehehe... to be honest...Xp
hmm, since we finish the examination (trial) , its fun time... i hope tat me and my friends manage to go the shopping or wat so ever related to release the tension of ours.... and i kind of feel like want to eat pizza.... yes... with lots of lots of cheese on it or maybe in it ...yumyum....^u^ .... Pizza... wait for me... cz i coming..........hahahahaha........................................ i ve been thinking of delicious cruisine during the examination .... however, i must hold on and just wait... i felt sorry for my tummy for being so toturing during that moment... now my tummy can wait no more, cz i it will be treated with lots of lots of food since my tummy deserves it... hahaha....^u^

"BaD" day??? neH..... Okie actually@@

Suddenly i felt so relief after today's Biology paper 1 & 2, cz the next paper will that i ll be sitting 4 the examination is paper 3. Then for next week it ll be Physic, after that is Chinese.... Hahahaha.... ( cz after B.C, its the end of the trial examination for zone A.... Oh yes!!!!)
The truth is i was kinda disappointed with my Additional Mathematic result, because i tot it would be better than i have aspect. Eventually, it turn out to be a disaster ( actually not that serious... =.=) and i was like its ok. Well, i m relli ok with it after a few second till i heard what one of my friend told me something which makes me feel more disappointed.... why is XXX always like this... uhhh... its my business, and its got nothing to do with XXX, and its what i want.... uhhhhhh .... kinda influence my mood... though i tried to be ok with it....=.=
After this, i think my mood will return back to the happy Karen again cz i hd spoke out what was in my mind... better thn it hunted me for a few hour... hehehehe....^^ Maybe now i gonna take a nap, cz when i woke up. i ll ignore it... hahaha... ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

My goodness....???? =.=

Hmm, i finally gt top ten in my class... yea me yea me ....!!! whuuhu.... oh yes, i cant blif it.... but its nothing to be happy abt cz its already the past... now i shud look FORWARD... to the FUTURE... and thus i shall not looked back to the past.......
Today, we have p.moral paper... its a subject tat .... u noe, u ll pull all ur hair ( those taking this subject shud noe wat i mean... hehe... if for u is not like tat, then its me only...=.= )... Besides history, moral is the subject tat i m worried too.... but now, its okie for me cz i have just finish it...tata moral, and hello to the other subject... cz i hvnt finish my examination...
I got to thank lingchien for reminding me to come to school before 7 or else i ll be late for the exam... thank goodness... thanks ya lingchie..hehe...yes yes yes.... finish moral and tonite i ll be going to watch a movie... with my free ticket .... muahaha... (sounds like i never watch a movie before =.=)....
Oh one thing i almost forgot, today, yienhua gone crazy again... she was like praying for so many god in different religion... tat makes me remind of something, the mummy( the 1st )....hahaha.... so funny... but yet, she said tat i m babyish and even sang a song 4 me tat goes like this :lulalalulalalulalulalulalulalula..... haiz, she is more babyish thn i m... hahaha...singing such a song... Xp ......
Ops, i think tats all from me, i cant think of wat to write rite in this moment... hahaha....

MixTUr3 E

What a relief after i history paper... since its a tough subject for me, sometimes i was thinking of giving up but i din have the courage to do so... especially wen i think of my parents, the reason i m in this world and after all this years i ve been to school and yet i gt nothing... by thinking of these, its enough for me to have the determination to stand for so long ... just because i dont want my school life to be for nothing... i mean in academic... nt a fail in my gred... hahaha...
Somehow i felt very exhausted recently... its not tat i burnt midinite oil or i overcome any problems... i din noe y i felt very sleepy...haizzz... TIRED... i m sick of this kind of feeling... though i like sleeping... hehehe...
Hmm, by the word problem, i suddenly think of the last relationship i m in..... it was i think a year already since we broke... haiz, tat was my first relationship tat i dunnoe how to describe... joy and pain and... etc... First i tot tat its going to last forever like the drama series in television...( watch too much korea movie)... without knowing tat nothing is perfect... we quarrrel, argue all the time and sometimes i was so tired abt it... but i tot its my problem the first time... thn i realise the problem does not lies all on me cz he gt jelous easily too... especially wen i talked with other guy... i mean why cant i??? since he can???? why i cant... its a bit weird ... sometimes maybe i was too serious abt things or and maybe i m not willing to to anything in this relationship maybe i was too self-centred... i think of myself first... Ya , that is my mistake... So i tried to change to fit in with him but somehow i fail to do so... the 2 year wen we were 2gather, the same thinng happen~~> we broke up every year and be togather again... but last year wen he said tat this relationship is over... i was vry sad at first cz y do we hv to been through this again??? But thn, i felt very relax and its a relief... cz i m relli tired of it, we cant work out like this... although everyone said tat we ll be 2gather again, somehow i dun fell like tat ... this time its for real and i dun wnt to gt involve in this hard to manage relationship tat we cant forgv and share well which lead to many miscomunication.... i m so exhausted...
Maybe he is still nt my Mr. Right, so tats y it does not work out... but, this relatonship somehow gave me a phobia... i m afraid tat my next relationship is ...XXXX....ahhhh... unless someone lead me out of this... though i like to daydreaming abt a prince , i m still afraid
。。。。初戀可以很美好同時也可以很可怕。。。。 I kind of like wat singnee said to me, "最美好的不是初戀而是能夠陪你走到永遠的那位," this is wat she told me ... thanks ....
Gosh, why m i writing this ... nevermind... i think tats wat i want to express....=.=

$iX liN3s

Yesterday was indeed a fun nite in jeffrey's house since he was helding his bday party. Nothing much to say abt the party but somehow we took many photos together. It was indeed a fun nite.
Pictures, pictures and lots of pictures ............................................................................. i ll stop here... =.= +.+......... the end....