Go0dby3

After a few hours, it will be a new year . This few hours will be the last of year 2008. So sad that time past by so fast and things changes so fast in a glimspe.Well, not much to complain, but hello 2009, which is a new beginning of my life.(^u^)

Yeah, i will be leaving on new year to Penang to further my studies. So its a new beginning and i relli wonder how would life be there. I am so curious about it and didn't know what to aspect for the outcome of my life there. Guess i just got to been through it first then i can see what is the result. Like the word of the sound " Every action has a reaction".... *sigh*

I didn't know what is goinig to happen in 2009, but i sure do enjoy 2008. Year 2008 gave me lots of lots of memory; happy mostly. To think of it, i enjoy and appriciate all of it too. (^u^)

Thank you all so much for my life in 2008. I m now looking forward to experience the new life of mine in 2009.

HAppY n3w yEaR

x-mAs

Hohoho... Merry x-mass everyone.

Today is a happy day. Everyone in the world is celebrating it. Well, i hang out with my friends in The Spring whole afternoon. Thanks to them, i got my christmass presant and also a farewell present too, since i will be leaving Kuching on the 1st of January to further my studies in Penang.
Thanks guys for the cute Teddy. I love it so much, but i m not sure whether i will bring it along with me due to the lugage problem...=.='''

Thank you Charis, Charles, Eemeng, Jeffrey, Laura, Lingchien, Singni and Yienhua. (^u^). I appriciate it. I got to admit that i do everything last minute... Till now, i havent prepare anything yet for the leaving. Sigh. I hope i can finish all the DO's on time and not missing anything when i leave. Or else ( the worst part ), i ll be dome though. Just tat i m lazy and i m timid too. Hahaha...

Oh well, i guess i got to do my DO's part. Or else....worst nightmare....ugh...
Anyway, Merry christmass everyone. (^u^)

The m0vi3

Well, i ve been too excited about Twilight so i decided to post something about it.
Didn't know why, but i just like the story and the couples in movie is like heavanly made so i just can't stop thinking of it.... kinda speechless for now.....




Plot:
Seventeen-year-old Bella Swan moves to the small town of Forks, Washington live with her father, Charlie, after her mother remarries. She is quickly befriended by many students at her new high school, where she is intrigued by a mysterious group of siblings known as the Cullens. Bella sits next to Eward Cullen in Biology class on her first day of school, and he appears to be disgusted by her, much to Bella's confusion. A few days later, Bella is nearly hit by a van when Edward suddenly appears and stops the vehicle with his hand. Although he refuses to explain this act to Bella, Edward warns her against becoming friends with him.
Bella eventually discovers that Edward is a vampire, though he only consumes animal blood, and the pair fall in love. After Edward introduces Bella to his vampire family, Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Jasper, Emmentt, and Rosalie, three nomadic vampires— James, Victoria, and Laurent— arrive and put Bella's life in danger. James, a tracker vampire, is intrigued by Edward's protectiveness over a human, and decides to hunt her for sport. Edward and his family put their lives at risk to protect Bella, but James lures her into a trap by making her believe he is holding her mother hostage. James attacks and bites Bella, but Edward, along with the rest of the Cullen family, arrives before he can kill her. James is destroyed, and Edward sucks the venom from James's bite out of Bella's arm, preventing her from becoming a vampire herself. Upon returning to Forks, Bella and Edward attend their prom and Bella expresses her desire to become a vampire, which Edward refuses to let happen. The film ends showing Victoria at the prom watching the pair together, ready to seek revenge for the murder of James.

>>>>>>>>>>>>> Emmentt, Rosalie, Alice and Jasper

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Carlisle and Esme

>>>>>>>>>>> The meadow scene, Eward and Bella >>>>>>>>>>>>>Eward and Bella


Well, still got many of it though. I choose only some because i was lazy to upload it. So partial is enough... *speechless* =p

The trip

I was so exhausted after sitting in the car for i think almost two hours, when adding it up i think its four hours for the to and from trip to Mount Hosana since my mum wanted to go there for a very long time but din't gt that chance because my parents were both busy with their job. So i was out of the city and headed to Mount Hosana for the mass in the morning. To be exact, the mass starts at 10 a.m and good thing we were out from our house before 7. As u see, i must wake up so early so that we wud not be late u noe.

In the car, i was wondering when will we reach our destination and i felt kinda bored. But i cant do anything not without my phone since it ran out of battery and i was felling damn boring. Lukily, well, dad jokes all the way and that helps. Honestly, i din't noe how far was the church, but i do noe that it took around two hours with dad's driving speed. Before we reach our destiantion, i was wondering why does everyone keep telling me that its the 3 candle churh. Is it because there was 3 candle placing in front of the entry or maybe it was just a ' nickname ' for the church; that was what i thought untill i saw the church and i am clear about it now. Almost quite near of what i doubt but it was different.

As u see, the 3 candles was the church, that is why they called it the 3 candle church. Although the structure was just a simple and not competable with churches around the world, it was beautiful when i first laid my eyes on it. I never thought that i could see such church in Malaysia ( maybe because i never been to the churches in our country, that is why ). Furthermore, it was the humongous candle i ever saw in my whole 17 years of living. But don't misunderstand, because the candle is not made out of wax instead it is concrete. For those who ever been there will surely underestand what i mean, and know how it looks like. And um, i din't gt a chance to take some photos of the church because i did not bring my camera along and my phone, u know, ran out of battery. * sigh*

Um, i guess i ll stop right here and bye... =p

~Stars~

" twinkle twinkle little stars, how i wonder what u are. Up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky, twinkle twinkle little stars, how i wonder what u are."

Stars, full of mysteries, and no one knows what it represents in one's dictionary. Stars are beautiful. It shines in the dark like a diamond, enchanted over the sky of night, glowing brightly. You don't really get to see its unique in the blooming cities because of the lights in the building, houses, streets and so on had distract you and cover the brightness of the stars in the dark blanket which its situated.

I like stars, its like the angel in the dark, and gives you hope whenever there is fear. Stars do remind me of many things including all my memories. There was one year when i saw the newspaper saying that my horoscope sign will appear exactly on my birthday. I was happy, and went to tell my friends to share this particular news. Although that night, one of them do say that it will rain, and i wouldn't be able to see it, that friend of mine was wrong, because the weather was fine and it was enchanted with stars glowing brightly. I couldn't describe it, but one thing i am positive is there are beautiful.

Years past and i never had a look in the dark for stars after that year. I forgot the beauty of the stars and got distracted by many things around me. No doubts, i was very busy with my fully occupied schedule on things which is important and non-important. Until one day, when i joined District Camp, organised by Kuching Scout Council. It was a tough camping expirience for me. Many of my friends chose to leave even though its not over yet. Well, i didn't went back, i chose to stay till the end because i hesitated. But i was tired and exhausted, shivering because it was cold and raining. I could say that was the worst day of my life. The next day, it stopped raining, the weather was fine however i did not enjoy it too till the night falls. We were having treasure hunt in the pitch dark jungle. When i look into the sky, i was like omg, there are beautiful. Maybe i was too tired that night, but i was sure that the stars that night was beautiful and i could not forget how it looks like.

Stars glowing in the dark, appear only when night falls. Its beauty is priceless and you will know it once you get to know them well. Till now, i still like them. That is why i chose Stars shinning.

DulL~~

Now, its a long holiday for me after i have finished sitting SPM. I really don't know what to do right now. The day before yesterday, which is Sunday, i went to watch three movies all together, that was Twilight, Quantum of Solace, and lastly Quaratine. I enjoyed watching the first two movies especially Twilight because i m the kind of girl who like to day dreaming so thats why i like it the most. 007 was not bad too, but for Quaratine, uh... i think its kinda boring + i don't like the story. Hmm, u must wonder why i went to watch it, am i right? Well, to be honest, i went to watch it because i thaught that its a ghost story like what the newspaper describe (but its not... u know if u had watch it =.="') , another reason was i made a deal with Yienhua.... (u will know what kind of deal is it if u know us well...=p)

Right now, i am felling bored. Even my blog sounds more dull than before. I cant think of what i can do now. All i think i can do right now is chores, since yesterday i was scolded by my mum because i am lazy and sleeping the whole day doing nothing. Yeah, i can understand her because she wants me to be independent, to know what to do all by myself especially if i am when i am leaving my home town to further my studies. *sigh*

Well, i think i will stop here..... Bye bye >sigh<

0hyEs...!!!

Finally, finally, finally... i ve finish sitting for SPM. I was hoping to celebrate it because its finally over and i can do whatever i want right now. OHYES... freedom... what a relief ^u^ and i gt to admit tat i m very sad too because me and my friends... are going to the different path towards the future we hope for.

As u see, everyone of us have our own dream, and this dream is different in every individu. Thus we were going for different paths in our life. I know that from now onwards maybe i ll be going solo because none of u guys will accompany me due our dreams. Although some of us may share the same dream, the school that we choose is different and its basically because of many reasons. Well, i do not wish to mention about the reasons cz i m lazy to type... =.='''

I am lucky that none of my friends choose their ambition just because of they wanted to follow one another and i thank that their thinking is mature enough to understand that it is just partically wasting time and ruin ur own future. Hahaha... So i guess that we should keep up our great work and bring it on to the future..^u^

Hehehe... i just noe now i am so happy because...tatatata~~~~ i can say SAYONARA SPM.... muahahaha... bye bye.... i ll just need to wait for the result next year... HAhahaha = ) ...
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE .... hahahaha

Do u think its like ThAt???

Sometimes i really wonder that am i capable of doing things that will make others impress on what i have done. I really wonder about it because every time when i think about it, somehow i got the feeling that no one will believe that i can do it. I really want to get rid of this negative thinking forever-and-ever because i don't like it and it makes me feel like totally so having the negative thinking which i think its ..Yucks... i really don't like it. But to think about it again, somehow it makes me feel that i m a normal person due to this matter. =.="

Well, i ll do my best to get rid of it, cause i m capable of doing it and its nothing but a small, tiny, micro, etc. obstacle in my life. Glad i am still not seriously affected by it. ^u^

JittEry

A week of Raya holidays... yes, just a week and not more than that... nothing special during this holiday cz lifes goes on like usual and nothing odd happening ( dun happen would be better =.= )

Well, countdown for SPM... and for all the candidates, we have just only a month... HUH!!!!! A month!!! u must be kidding me!!! But no doubts, just left one month and i getting more jittery... its the most important examination in the whole secondary life... the most important examination that we are going to face... HELP ME, HELP ME.... hahahaha =.= LAME...

Lalala.. so what, its not like its the end of the world... but i just cant get the nervous feeling out of me... oooooooo... But it will end soon cz KAREN says so...hehehe...and she ll figure a way out....

/////\\\\\\\ i think i ll stop here\\\\\////// tata...=.= i ll be back again........~~~~~~~~~

~Somewhere out there~

Well, well, well, we are lucky enough to be born in a happy and contented family. However some of us out there is not as lucky as we are. Like for instance, that is what i heard.... he lost both of his parents when he was in primary school. I felt very ... u noe... (^n^) it must be tough for him to go through this eight years. No wonder he is asking and planning for the course that he wanted to study, since this kind of things usually our parents will help us to settle it. But he is not, so first i think that he was just too mature???.... But later when i heard what he told the teacher, i finally noe why... no wonder.... I din noe what to say to him since i m not so close to him and we are like barely talk to each other...=.=
Then i told my mum about this, and she agree with me. However, mum told me that he was actually quite lucky enough since he got himself a car to drive to tuition in this age.... I guess he is quite tough, cz he had been through this tough situation and that makes him more independent than everyone of us and he got to make decision by his own wisely. At our age, he is consider a very, i mean throughly independent guy.... if not who is going to help him, if he is not mature enough to make his own decision wisely; thats what mum told me... yea, i agree with her... He is really one true independent guy. When everyone of us are pampered by our parents, he was holding his tears, learnig to be strong and find a way to make everything right.
Maybe there are still many people like him, but not everyone can face this situation like him. I hope that he will succeed in his life and hope that he can have a happy family in the future since he had suffer in the past. I truly hope that somewhere out there, he will find his happiness.
I noe i m kind of busy body, but i stand to felt sory for him, though its not my business, his story had been in my mind for quite a numerous of days, and i cant think of who i can tell, or how am i gonna tell, or even what for i let my friends noe abt it since they dunnoe him... So i chose to post cz i think its the best way i can speak it out of my mind... i guess i ll be better now, cz i finally speak it out, though somehow i m still not sure whether his story will still be in my mind or not... =.= But, as a friend (though not that close) i really hope that he will have a happy family in the future which he cant have it in the past. So, lets pray for him ^u^

C0uld iT b3 fin@llY?...

Happy are we to finish our trial examination. Coz, we finally can relax for a few days before the hard work tat we shud proceed .... hiphiphuraah... oh yes.... hahahahahaha.... wat a relief... now, its time to wait for our results.... yea, RESULTS.... no doubt its result...=.= cz our teacher had finished marking our examination paper wen we were still having our exam.... i cant wait, yet i m afraid to gt it... cz i hope tat i m not disapointed with my marks tat i have obtain....hope it adeque me... yes... sure hope... cz i dun think i do enough revision during exam...hehehehe... to be honest...Xp
hmm, since we finish the examination (trial) , its fun time... i hope tat me and my friends manage to go the shopping or wat so ever related to release the tension of ours.... and i kind of feel like want to eat pizza.... yes... with lots of lots of cheese on it or maybe in it ...yumyum....^u^ .... Pizza... wait for me... cz i coming..........hahahahaha........................................ i ve been thinking of delicious cruisine during the examination .... however, i must hold on and just wait... i felt sorry for my tummy for being so toturing during that moment... now my tummy can wait no more, cz i it will be treated with lots of lots of food since my tummy deserves it... hahaha....^u^

"BaD" day??? neH..... Okie actually@@

Suddenly i felt so relief after today's Biology paper 1 & 2, cz the next paper will that i ll be sitting 4 the examination is paper 3. Then for next week it ll be Physic, after that is Chinese.... Hahahaha.... ( cz after B.C, its the end of the trial examination for zone A.... Oh yes!!!!)
The truth is i was kinda disappointed with my Additional Mathematic result, because i tot it would be better than i have aspect. Eventually, it turn out to be a disaster ( actually not that serious... =.=) and i was like its ok. Well, i m relli ok with it after a few second till i heard what one of my friend told me something which makes me feel more disappointed.... why is XXX always like this... uhhh... its my business, and its got nothing to do with XXX, and its what i want.... uhhhhhh .... kinda influence my mood... though i tried to be ok with it....=.=
After this, i think my mood will return back to the happy Karen again cz i hd spoke out what was in my mind... better thn it hunted me for a few hour... hehehehe....^^ Maybe now i gonna take a nap, cz when i woke up. i ll ignore it... hahaha... ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

My goodness....???? =.=

Hmm, i finally gt top ten in my class... yea me yea me ....!!! whuuhu.... oh yes, i cant blif it.... but its nothing to be happy abt cz its already the past... now i shud look FORWARD... to the FUTURE... and thus i shall not looked back to the past.......
Today, we have p.moral paper... its a subject tat .... u noe, u ll pull all ur hair ( those taking this subject shud noe wat i mean... hehe... if for u is not like tat, then its me only...=.= )... Besides history, moral is the subject tat i m worried too.... but now, its okie for me cz i have just finish it...tata moral, and hello to the other subject... cz i hvnt finish my examination...
I got to thank lingchien for reminding me to come to school before 7 or else i ll be late for the exam... thank goodness... thanks ya lingchie..hehe...yes yes yes.... finish moral and tonite i ll be going to watch a movie... with my free ticket .... muahaha... (sounds like i never watch a movie before =.=)....
Oh one thing i almost forgot, today, yienhua gone crazy again... she was like praying for so many god in different religion... tat makes me remind of something, the mummy( the 1st )....hahaha.... so funny... but yet, she said tat i m babyish and even sang a song 4 me tat goes like this :lulalalulalalulalulalulalulalula..... haiz, she is more babyish thn i m... hahaha...singing such a song... Xp ......
Ops, i think tats all from me, i cant think of wat to write rite in this moment... hahaha....

MixTUr3 E

What a relief after i history paper... since its a tough subject for me, sometimes i was thinking of giving up but i din have the courage to do so... especially wen i think of my parents, the reason i m in this world and after all this years i ve been to school and yet i gt nothing... by thinking of these, its enough for me to have the determination to stand for so long ... just because i dont want my school life to be for nothing... i mean in academic... nt a fail in my gred... hahaha...
Somehow i felt very exhausted recently... its not tat i burnt midinite oil or i overcome any problems... i din noe y i felt very sleepy...haizzz... TIRED... i m sick of this kind of feeling... though i like sleeping... hehehe...
Hmm, by the word problem, i suddenly think of the last relationship i m in..... it was i think a year already since we broke... haiz, tat was my first relationship tat i dunnoe how to describe... joy and pain and... etc... First i tot tat its going to last forever like the drama series in television...( watch too much korea movie)... without knowing tat nothing is perfect... we quarrrel, argue all the time and sometimes i was so tired abt it... but i tot its my problem the first time... thn i realise the problem does not lies all on me cz he gt jelous easily too... especially wen i talked with other guy... i mean why cant i??? since he can???? why i cant... its a bit weird ... sometimes maybe i was too serious abt things or and maybe i m not willing to to anything in this relationship maybe i was too self-centred... i think of myself first... Ya , that is my mistake... So i tried to change to fit in with him but somehow i fail to do so... the 2 year wen we were 2gather, the same thinng happen~~> we broke up every year and be togather again... but last year wen he said tat this relationship is over... i was vry sad at first cz y do we hv to been through this again??? But thn, i felt very relax and its a relief... cz i m relli tired of it, we cant work out like this... although everyone said tat we ll be 2gather again, somehow i dun fell like tat ... this time its for real and i dun wnt to gt involve in this hard to manage relationship tat we cant forgv and share well which lead to many miscomunication.... i m so exhausted...
Maybe he is still nt my Mr. Right, so tats y it does not work out... but, this relatonship somehow gave me a phobia... i m afraid tat my next relationship is ...XXXX....ahhhh... unless someone lead me out of this... though i like to daydreaming abt a prince , i m still afraid
。。。。初戀可以很美好同時也可以很可怕。。。。 I kind of like wat singnee said to me, "最美好的不是初戀而是能夠陪你走到永遠的那位," this is wat she told me ... thanks ....
Gosh, why m i writing this ... nevermind... i think tats wat i want to express....=.=

$iX liN3s

Yesterday was indeed a fun nite in jeffrey's house since he was helding his bday party. Nothing much to say abt the party but somehow we took many photos together. It was indeed a fun nite.
Pictures, pictures and lots of pictures ............................................................................. i ll stop here... =.= +.+......... the end....

DiNninG

Well, well, well... today its the nite where our prefects are having dinner together. Though i gt to admit it, it was indeed a fun nite for me... coz i took many pictures with my friends. Why i said tat it was fun... due to some reason and some event...=.=...
Actually i was sitting in the same table with nguchoo, leetze, anneyii + etc. ten person in a table.
We all were actually shy + blush blush to go on stage to perform... and do u noe wat i did...
the top three, i finally trick them and they fell into my trick... muahaha... its just actually a question tat my teacher in the tuition ask us to solve... so i ask them... hehe none of them were rite... except nguchoo... she is relli smart u noe... luckily she din guess it rite... or else no fun at all.. ^u^ ....
We were eating, chit-chatting, and the sound of laughter was heard in the whole room... yea... But i cant belif our principal sings well and everyone enjoy it ... the sad thing was... i din manage to gt the lucky draw present... haiz... nvrmd its ok... bt the one thing i did was.... singing in front of the audiences... the song i sang ... xing bu liao qing .... with chiying... i hope i din hurt anyone ears cz i m nt good at singing... hehe =.= wat to do none of the chinese sing, so both of us represnt them... lol...
I dun noe how to describe the 'suasana' ... but i kinda enjoy it.... hehe ... fun indeed... ^u^... well, i ll stop here... too tired to continue....Zzzzzzz...

MixTurE 2?????!

Its almost end of the year, just a few month... start from SPM, then bye bye to form 5 and hello new year, which is a particular year that everyone of us will be studying different things... hehehe... Yea, quite sad actually.... wait wait wait ... i ll leaves these sentences that i should be saying after SPM... hahaha XD...

Well, i think all i want to say now is i relli do agree what everyone told me in this holiday... that is the mindset that is very important... like what my teacher said, never to have negative thinking... that is why it leads to many problem like people gone crazy or what ever that is related to it... tata.. so never think negatively, but think positively... though its quite hard to control ur emotion wen something goes wrong or things happen nt the way we want it. Its actually ok if we think it positively like never let the negative that it ll affect our mood for the whole day or we can even keep asking question our self until we cant ans our own question... this is the turning point where we actually gt the ans for not being in that moody mood... hehehe... that is why i m always like happy go lucky i think... ( i m sure i m that type of person, unless i m nt.... m i??? but i can tell u tat i m coz i think so and that makes me i m... hahaha =.= )

So do remember, never let ur inner negative self control over u because the inner positve of urs is the helper and cure of ur life think and think why others treat u the way that u think is not pleasant or whether that is his or her way of communication or there must be another reason why because everything happen for a reason and life is not as smooths as we think... but is how we face and solve our problem the rite way... problem + solution = problem slove.... that is y my friend we can live happily.... muahahaha.... * faint.....

I dont noe why i wrote this but i think maybe i want to share it with all of u... lol... feels like i m lecturing someone when i wrote it .... hahaha.... maybe too bored, and wanted to express something... ( mainly because none of my friends is online now.... @~@, but postive thinking... i finally post a blog... XD)

August ... HOLIDAY....

Hahaha, its holiday this week and i seem to have relli enjoy it because.... tatata... i get to know some new friends... hehehe which i usually seldom have such an opportunity... =.= though still nt tat close, i m still quite happy abt it cz at least i know new people... at least... hahaha
My holidday begin with going out with my friends to ... KUCHING FEST... the food paradise ( i think ) oh yes, i went there... but i just ate sausages and the fried ice-cream... nthg all... however, i did gt the chance to go to the restaurant nearby... dung guan xi guan... thats what the name i heard from my friend ^u^... coz i din remember it... XD... that nite was like ... whoa, its been a while since we (singni, lingchien, yienhua, me) + our grandpa, sharon, ahkiong, junsiang, and yienyien din went out together... hehehe... and junsiang's sis is in too (still din gt to know her,cz i just went out wif her the first time ).... hahaha...
The next day, we went to swimming... unfortunately yienhua + yienyien din join us... so its the process of growing XD thats the 3 of us.... singni, lingchien, and me... playing in the pool without any direction and point ... =.= but having lots of fun...^u^... and here is wen we meet our new friend... hehehe... cz first we tot that he was 13,14, or maybe 15 years old... that is why we went to ask his age and its when our conversation started, and it turns out tat his age is older than we tot ( we hv been trick my his looks XD)... hahaha... quite funny i think... =.= later, we went to boulevard... the 3 of us by calling our dear grandpa (khaiti) to fetch us... i wud like to thank him cz if it wasnt for him.... we ll nvr make it thr.... hahaha thanks grandpa... ^u^...
However, i had a serious problem after that swim ( for me ), cz i m 'n' sunburn..... and now, i ad to apply more lotion to my skin for moisterise in order to restore its appearance... unfortunately... my skin started to like ... uhh.... i can peel it off and its quite painful.... i relli hope to stay at home and not going out .... Sadly i cant... because i had to attend a seminar which my mum asked me to join .... actually at that moment i dun feel like going... bt wat to do... its mum request and i m such a good daughter... hahaha... how obidient i m.... ^u^ so i went there....
Quite fun... i mean the seminar cz i know more friends.... i gt to play many games though there was a game and our team lose to the little kids.... hiaz ... nvrmind.... cz the more we explain the more excuses we made ( our team :" we just gt the leftover, we dun play with little kids game... ") .... hahahaha... its actually a fun game .... though i gt to admit tat wen i first went there, i tot that we all cnt mix together cz all of us dunno each other... in fact, i was wrong and most of us get along although still not tat close bt its ok...^u^
Ahh... now i still worry abt my sunburn's skin... its painful and can even be peel off ... oh my gosh... relli ... i dun noe wat to say.... wwwwwwww......feel like want to buy all the lotion in town and apply it all on my skin.... *sob sob* ....

MiXtuR3 1??!!

终于考完了这次的考试.我太开心了... 但是开学后...又得重复同佯的事情... 考试... 唉...我的天呀... 真是把我累垮了... 不过无所谓... 因为这是我中学生涯的最后一年了... 想回到过去... 好难哦... ^_^ 毕竟那是一项不可能的任务... 哈哈... 除非我是...呵呵呵... 超级无敌,神通旷大..... u wun want to heard the rest of my story...
oh yes... the fun time have just begin.... i ll be enjoying for the whole holiday i think... as u see...
all work no play makes karen a dull girl... though i m already dull... but at least not too dull or else... i ll be like a "zombie"... oh.... i wun want it to happen...
hmm... today its really weird, our school ... lion dance performance... my gosh... like what singni said... " our principal finally remember that he is a chinese ", hahaha... i like what she said... i cant wait till tomorow... its like i finally can go out with my friends to the kuching fest... after all this week that i have been staying in and not going out for the moment of joyness... if mum read this line, i ll surely be like in the counsel conference... OHH... i ll miss the sun, air, music, and everthing outside the room... my FREEDOM... haha... mum wun be that cruel... (sorry mum.. ^u^ )
oh... by the way, i think the weather recently is very weird and nasty too...
its either too hot or cold ... aish... i mean ppl will get sick easily... i relli cant stand with the situation... but wat else i can do... just can sit there and watch it happening without contributing any help.... .... likewise... ..... .... ... ... ... ... ... i think i ll stop here ... (* to be continued)

What is it like ???

Recently i felt like always been left behind my friends. Its because i am always the last one to know the latest news, i mean its the things that happen among us. Just like today, i was shock that i dint even knew it untill they told me .... the point is everyone knows except me and Singni. Its like whoa... we are in the stone age... cant follow the steps of the modern age... haiz... But now i guess its ok like for being like this because this proves something... which is ... shh... a secret...
Well, i think mum was rite. I should focus on my study rite now because its almost SPM. All these small distration, i should left them behind and not to bother about them... Yea, i really must be like not wasting my time on these distration... its actually not a big deal. FOCUS, FOCUS, FOCUS, on what i aim for.... its a big deal... =.= .....

The 4th of August, its exam time. I think i will be busy for the whole exam week because trial exam is coming too. So after this exam, i really need to STUDY, STUDY, STUDY... hope that i wun be a dull girl because.... i dont want to have the tittle of a BOOK WORM or AH BENG or whatever tittle that is .. uhh... i dont even want to think about it......
As my mum's daughter, i hope that i wun diapiont her and my dad too. Furthermore i am still the oldest in my family + i really want to prove to those who look down on me that they are wrong!! Though its hard like they always like to say something which hurt my ears... but i will try to remember every single word that they mention because i am not that useless... but I AM THE BEST... hahaha... if i have succed it... =.= (lame)

Is That So????

Yes, i almost finish my add math project. The project is 90% almost done. The 10% ... no worries... hahaha. About this project, it has cause me lots of problem because as you see, i dont know where to start and how to do... so i use the old method... copy and paste...
but i do edit some of it... u know, cant just copy directly without changing it, i dont want to be the person who will get punish by the teacher for being a copy cat... hahaha.... and i kind of felt sorry to my friend... cz i jus copy their hard work ... but nevermind... what are friends for.. (dont kill me when u guys read this)... =.=

But anyway, thanks to all of you... or else i wont be able to complete this project smoothly. ^u^ . NOw i think i kind of felt like want to eat cheese cake, so i m waiting for my brother' s birthday (hope my mum bought the cheese cake), and his birthday is almost near.... hahaha...
though i dont relli mind that people telling me to have a diet, coz i m quite fat... but what for if i cant eat the things that i like??? so toturing... Unless......^^

Ya, unless my prince appear... hahaha... not logic... cz it only happen in fairy tale. Dint even know why i like to imagine such unlogic things... as in reality, no such thing happen... but nevermind, coz it wun bring any harm... hahaha =.= However, if it do come true.... tata... dream come true... again =.= (cant control myself for day dreaming)

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Project, project,project.... i dont even know wat to do. So where should i start? How am i going to finish it on time.... (sob sob) but i guess i will use the old method... ask... =.=
Now... presentation again... what was the teaching thinking about, just after she scolded the whole class.... Come on SPM is just right the corner and the next 2 month is an exam month... Please... remind her about that... !!!!
I just hope that its over (presentation and project work) as soon as possible... i really dont understand why... uhh... nevermind ... i guess i ll just have to do it.... Idiot!!!!! =.=

A Day to REMEMBER

it was 5th july 2008,
well its nothing special actually,
but memorable...
it was not because its Jiachun's birthday,
yet it was the moment tat we spend there at his party...
That particular day, seems like a good day to remember,
coz, tat moment, the 5science1 ...
whoa, suddenly become like so close (our group with the boys group)
we sang songs together in the bday's boy karaoke room (only 5science1)
and talked, since we seldom talk to each other in class...
cool....

Then , the best part was...
we went to the basketball court since they were first...
coz we were planing to go home, so....
we accompany singni n vincent (sweet couple)
and wait 4 our car there...
unfortunately, Laura went back first...
so ....
left me, Lingchien, and the couple...
This ... was the 1st time i played basketball, since i left primary school...
i am not good at playing the ball...
but to join the fun, hence PLAYED....
the guys ...
there are generous...
" 如果你投得进，我给你一块钱"
" 十块钱一粒" (since i don relli noe how to play...)
thus they say ok!!!
But i still din get any of the $$$ from them...
because... the ball never went into the " basket " !!!!!
= .=

Nevermind...
the fun must go on....
so we played untill 9 something i guess...
then we walked back to Jiachun's house...

Though i reach home almost 10 sumthing (quite late)
we have all the excitment...
its like a reunion o whatever party ,
instead of a Bday party....
whoa... a great puzzle to remember... ^u^

Worry.... @~@

Its almost SPM and i havent really get myself well-prepared yet ....
Oh my gosh...
i was like getting worry about it when my tuition tutor start counting the day left ...
even though i was quite happy today coz we re celebrating Lingchien's birthday...
But when it came to the count down thing...
Ohh... i was really worry sick...
i cant imagine that how fast it was...
it was like yesterdday, when i m still a form 4 student ( who thaught that it was a honey moon year, well i m kind of regreat abt it ... but i cant change the fact... so ... LET IT BE )

The reason i felt very anxious abt it was ...
i kind of dont know some of the subject well ...
n...
i m getting older ( in terms of ages) ...
It means more responsibilities...
somehow i just wish that i never grew up...
but the fact is ....
it's impossible...
so ...
it can only mean tat i must accept the fact ...
Even though i had a chance to get to wish the kind of wish...
i guess i wont even dare to wish 4 it...
its too scary...
like everything against nature...

Another reason....
me and my friends well nt be together like we used to be...
chit-chatting in class...
playing around.... n watever that we have done together...
i mean ... whoa ...
we will be busy with our own stuff ...
as the path that we choose 4 our future is different....
like they always says...
" Things change " ( in the future )
the only left was just a piece by piece memory to be cherish...
that ... would be like playing jiggsaw puzzle....
piece them up one by one ...

So .. i guess its a wise act for me to keep a blog ( hahaha )
to remember these small pieces of puzzle...
each n everytime when thinking or looking at it...
it would be like ...
" my goodness, i cant belive i was like that before"
maybe there will be laughter and joyness...

Oh well...
i should better stop day dreaming abt it
instead....
and FOCUS on the coming SPM....

Without a Direction...

Not knowing what you are doing is pointless...

now i am doing the pointless thing because i started a blog without knowing what do i want to post...

Maybe or just maybe the reason i started it was just to satisfy myself...

or maybe i just want to write whatever i want without any limits...



Many things happened around us...

Either it is a happy or sad moment...

No one will know what happen next...

The only thing a person can remember is the moment they have been through...

That is why people always say...

~~Learn from your mistake~~



I think i found a reason why i started a blog now...

Because i want to remember things that i have been through...

In my life...

Not just to learn from it...

But to keep it as a memory...



Though it is quite lame on what i wanted to say...

But different people have different ways to express themselves...

And that different way is the way that makes each of us unique...

Which i mean that is who i am...

And that makes me ... ME!!!

(=.=)